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Like a dream!

Like a dream you come. Having you here makes the world look different. Suddenly, the sun shines, and everything looks bright. Happiness, seems possible.

Before you, I lived in despair. Life was not a life. All the days were alike. I wake up everyday carrying this load, having to face a new day in this lifeless life!

Seven months ago, you came in. First, I couldn't understand your presence or feel you. You seemed like something strange. I was disappointed, I thought I should be happier. But seems you spoke a totally different language, to that I used to know. You came after a lot of suffering, and I think I wasn't ready for you then. Just a few days, and when you were ready to go home, I felt so sad, I think I was already in love!! At this moment, I knew what you mean to me. I think I learned the language. Now, I understand you, and I love you more than you can ever imagine, or I could think I would ever love you. And since this day, I wait every week for you to come. Saturday, is the happiest day in the week, because, this is the day you drop in. And happily it passes so quickly, just like a sweet dream. But I have to wake up to face another week in sadness, waiting for the next dream, next Saturday.

Seeing you grow, seeing you smile, or even when you cry, the world looks much different. I feel that I'm still alive. The happiest part comes, when I help you walk. You look up to me, with the sweetest smile ever, like thanking me for giving you this pleasure taking your first steps. Your eyes are shining with happiness, you smile, and play with this little tiny tongue, I just can't resist, now I have to give you this warm kiss on your forehead. We keep playing, crying and trying to walk the whole day. But then, the day is over, and you have to go. The silly boring life will start again. I will have to take as much hugs and kisses as I can, to survive to the next Saturday.

Thank You God for giving me this gift, you let him come into my life to give me hope. He is like an award for the patience I had inspite of all the sufferings. God, please, bless him, give him all the happiness and health. Don't let him suffer like I did. Guide him to your way, make him a guiding star. Give him the good friends. Give him love. And let me enjoy seeing him grow, day after day, my sweet angel, Sonson.
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"Like sheaves of corn he gathers you unto himself. He threshes you to make you naked. He sifts you to free you from your husks. He grinds you to whiteness. He kneads you until you are pliant; And then he assigns you to his sacred fire, that you may become sacred bread for God’s sacred feast."

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