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About 2013

How can I start?! 2013 was a special year to me. During the past 10 years, I have experienced a lot, physically or emotionally, personally or career wise. But, in 2013, I literally experienced everything. It was like the sum of all experiences and feelings collected together. I had a loss, a great one, that I lost the interest of living. For the first time in my life, I was diagnosed as depressed! I experienced sickness, that I had to spend a lot of time lying and not able to move. For the first time in my life, I know how bad it feels to be sick and paralysed, weak and helpless. I was even in a relationship that let me learn a lot about myself, seems that what I've already known was not enough!

But, I can state it loudly, 2013 I am grateful to you! You are the year for determination for me. A lot of things were clear during this year. A lot of decisions were made. Roads were crossed. And, I started moving on to where I know I wanna be. I quit my career. I started a business. I got back to coaching studies.

Thank you 2013, I know you will be a remarkable year in my life that I will never forget.

And for 2014, you will be the year of harvest, I promise you. You are the start of the rest of my life, the coming years of happiness and joy.

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