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The call

On Sunday 7th of December 2014, I found two missed calls from aunt Mariam. I knew there was something important, so I called her back instantly though I was a bit busy. She told me that uncle Tariq called her and told her there are good news, about the adoption. I started feeling anxious. I was supposed to have a coaching session in half an hour. So, I told her I will call him after the session. Strangely, the client cancelled the session, so I called him. I got no answer. I didn't want to feel more anxious so I went to pray and do some stuff till he calls back. About half an hour later he called, and he told me that he has a friend who has been through the process of adoption and that she is almost done with all the procedures and is expecting to take her boy. He gave me her number so I can call her for details. I won't lie to you, I was feeling a bit out of mood at this moment. I called aunt Mariam to tell her the details, and we agreed that I will call aunt Dina in a few days to get all the info from her.

Today, I had a coaching session in the morning, and I made a promise to my coach that I will make that call today. And I did :)
Aunt Dina sounds like a wonderful woman, I liked her from her voice. She told me everything, and she promised she will help whenever I am ready to start. As I could understand from her, it is a couple of months and we can be together :). The only thing that I didn't like in that call, is that it is hard to find a girl. But, you know I am not worried. I know that God is helping me with this. I know I will find you in the right place and in the right time.
Now, all I have to do is get done with my assignments to have a free mind to start.

Today was a joyful day. Thanks to my dear coach Rossella. She helped me get into the action mood. And I have been listening to Mohammed Fawzy since I woke up. You know, yesterday I found out that my ID expired three months ago. So, after the session, I got up and went for the renewal. It is funny how this was made so easy. Should receive it in two weeks. About an hour ago I made that call, and I feel so happy.

There's another thing that I want to tell you. I received another call by 3:00 pm today, from aunt Zozo. I don't want to write details here about it. I am writing this hint here, so I don't forget it. I will tell you later in person what happened on that call. You know, I want you to have a glimpse of how my life looked like in this phase.

Till we meet girl. Love you :*

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