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A Certified Coach


My Maria, in the beginning of the day I didn't think I will be writing again by night for you. That one is the quickest :). Today, after a long, first day, at work, I returned home to find that the hard copy of my coaching certificate was delivered from Australia. That was one important step that I needed to get completed before I start in our journey. Seeing that envelope by the door, the first thing my eyes came by was a mark by a cup of tea, that was really annoying, I was too afraid that marked the certificate itself, but, thanks God it was in another internal hard envelope and the certificate is saved. The other thing that caught my eye was the stamp. In my childhood age I used to collect stamps, that is an old hobby from an old time. Nerds like your mama were the ones who had that hobby :).

Then what happens is that I open the envelope, and I get a strange mix of feelings. I am not sure why am writing that to you, but, I am planning to be friends one day. One day I will tell you all my stories in life, all the feelings I have been through, all the tough times, all the love. I should have been happy opening the envelope, but, I found myself crying, and I felt pain in my heart. There should have been someone sharing that with me, I should have been celebrating, enjoying the feeling of our first goal achieved, but, that is not the case. One day I will tell you that story, and I wish you a happier life than mine. I wish you fulfilled love, I wish you all the success.

Down I will attach the photos of my certificate, maybe I save that celebration when you are reading this so we make it together. I love you now and forever :)





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