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I'm Sorry!!

On Monday, November 17, 2008

I'm sorry for me and for you.
I'm sorry life has turned to look this way.
I'm sorry we are both lost in this world.
I'm sorry I wasn't wise enough to let you know how much I love you!!
If, I keep going, I will be sorry for tons of things! Till when will I be sorry?!
Why can't we work it out?! If we keep searching in vain!

Every time I meet someone, I search for YOU inside of him. And every time things don't work, I realize I will never find you in another one!!
I know, you are doing the same thing. You are searching for me in every girl you meet. But, I believe, you don't realize this. If you did, you should have realized that you won't find me in someone else!
IF you can only realize this!
IF you understand we can work this out!
IF you see it's so easy to forgive and forget!
IF you believe in second chances!
IF you believe we can make a new start!
IF and ONLY IF you believe in yourself, and believe in me!
The WORLD will look so different then. We'll be alive then! We won't have to face this pain again!

But. It's you my love, it's just YOU. You enjoy being in pain!!!
So, keep enjoying it! Keep living in this pain forever.
For me, I made my decision. I won't go through this again, since I already realized you were the one. I will stop searching. And, sure I will keep waiting too! Waiting for you!! Maybe, one day you realize it. Maybe, one day you will find out, I was the one!
And, I hope this day comes before I die! That day, you come and "rescue me from the MIRE". That day we can make a new start, build a new life, make our dreams come true!!

But, till then, I will remain sorry!!!
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